run on mayhem

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I feel like everything is all happening and everyone is expecting that everything is going to go well because I'm doing everything and I can't do everything, and I know something will give, and I am afraid I am not sure what that something is, but it will be big and everything will be horrible and I keep checking and re-checking what I feel like I'm missing and it seems to be nothing and I am beginning to feel like nothing because everything is happening but I cannot be everything.

(To a friend, as tonight's pile of OT begins) 


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